Thursday, August 31, 2006

I don't wanna

*have you ever done anything that you REALLY didn't want to do? but then it made you feel oh so much better for it? Happens to me all the time, i feel like maybe it's God rewarding me, maybe not.
i was really dragging over the middle of the week hump yesterday evening (and i sat down for a while---it's never good to sit when you may not be able to get back up) Anyway i was poooooped and really didn't want to go to church last night and besides it was "just" singing, it's okay to miss just singing right?
NO! well, i gave into peer pressure (see that's not ALWAYS bad!) and went.
And oh my goodness, it was soooooo good and i felt so uplifted and so not pooped anymore! Like God said, see i know what's good for you! and stubborn headed me--yep i guess You do...DUH of course He does, of course the assembly is good for you...DUH! And the assmbly WAS good for me, even the chatter after seemed better than usual, and dinner was great too!

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

first time for every thing

i guess i need to do one of these so i can communicate to my buddies not close by i've never really kept a journal even for myself so posting one for all to see is difficult to get started it's tuesday and i feel like i have been walking in my sleep all day i know have have made conscious decissions but im thining how did that happen this week is turning out to be really great i know that may change after i get further into i know its only just begun but i really like the way it has started
i think its really cool how a situation can change or be perceived as better just by one or two changes or additions bible study was so good last night and i think it was because i was in the mindset of teamwork i don't know maybe just cawinkydink but our group ate together and the cook wasnt a very good time manager so the guys helped out and it seemed like the best meal even though somethings burned such as my fingers and some things were runny and some weren't seasoned just so i think it was the working together that made it great definately since i wasn't wanting to be a loner then!